Life is a set of patterns. Ideals and fantasies allow us to escape those patterns. They give us the energy to keep fighting, attain the unattainable. Love, success, happiness, emotions sometimes set to a routine. Routines that challenge the crystalline nature of decisions, lead into new patterns. What happens when you discover those patterns? Do they make you wiser, smarter, more intuitive. Yes, but they also create boredom, they make every situation more challenging. You seek to know the patterns, you get discouraged that they appear with such frequency. Our world would not be here if people settled for a pattern. Choice is not a pattern. Life is made up of an illusion which resides at every step and every moment. Discouraged and understood, patterns are the contradiction of attaining and maintaining happiness.